{"id":180,"date":"2016-07-13T22:03:43","date_gmt":"2016-07-13T22:03:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sandraandersonillustration.com\/?p=180"},"modified":"2016-07-13T22:03:43","modified_gmt":"2016-07-13T22:03:43","slug":"back-on-the-proverbial-horse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.sandraandersonillustration.com\/?p=180","title":{"rendered":"Back on the Proverbial Horse"},"content":{"rendered":"<h1><span style=\"color: #ff6600;\">Hi Everyone,<\/span><\/h1>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sure you&#8217;ve noticed that I&#8217;ve been MIA for a while now and boy am I glad to be back. It&#8217;s been hard getting back into the swing of things, but slowly and surely I am making progress (and pictures and stories!)<\/p>\n<p>We recently had a\u00a0miscarriage, so with all the emotional ups and downs that come with that (and having to excuse myself from things because something will happen that triggers a memory or a sad thought, while also trying to help our 5 year old deal with her emotions,) I&#8217;ve been focusing on recovery, not necessarily on improving my craft. Honestly, it&#8217;s been hard to go places I used to go or talk to people with little babies or who are currently preggo because I keep thinking, &#8220;Things weren&#8217;t suppose to go this way. I should be 6 months pregnant right now and I&#8217;m not. Why did OUR baby have to die when we would love him unconditionally and cherish even the sleepless nights and teething and so on and so forth? Why, why, WHY??&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">And then I feel like this about life:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.sandraandersonillustration.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/9-Best-Grumpy-Cat-Memes-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-183\" src=\"http:\/\/www.sandraandersonillustration.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/9-Best-Grumpy-Cat-Memes-1-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"9-Best-Grumpy-Cat-Memes-1\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.sandraandersonillustration.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/9-Best-Grumpy-Cat-Memes-1-300x300.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.sandraandersonillustration.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/9-Best-Grumpy-Cat-Memes-1-150x150.jpg 150w, http:\/\/www.sandraandersonillustration.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/9-Best-Grumpy-Cat-Memes-1.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>. . . But then I take a deep breath, accept what happened and try to <del>not bawl my eyes out for the third time today<\/del>\u00a0do or think about something useful, positive, or enjoyable.<\/p>\n<p>In April, at the SCBWI Spring Spirit conference, I had the pleasure if meeting <a href=\"http:\/\/joyallensblog.blogspot.com\/\">Joy Allen<\/a> who has illustrated \u00a0many books for young children and has had her illustrations turned into various merchandise. When I asked her how I could get back into illustrating and storytelling after a traumatic event she gave me this advice: to be patient with myself and doodle. A lot.<\/p>\n<p>So, after 4 months of patience and a lot of doodling, I&#8217;m back to writing and illustrating on a more regular basis.<\/p>\n<p>Right now I&#8217;ve got several stories that I&#8217;m working on and one that I&#8217;m hoping to pitch to an agent in hopes of <del>someday<\/del> being published. \u00a0So wish me luck!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h2 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #ff9900;\">\u21d2Tip for Today\u21d0<\/span><\/strong><\/h2>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">Set a goal today for your creative work. Make it something you can see yourself<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">achieving withing the next few weeks (maybe 3?)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">It&#8217;s always great when you can receive that boost of confidence that achievement gives you \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">For myself I want to produce one <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #ff6600; text-decoration: underline;\">FINISHED<\/span><\/span> watercolor illustration for<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">one of my stories before August 3rd (that&#8217;s about three weeks, right?) So stick around if you want to<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">see the finished product!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Leave a comment and tell me what your creative goals are for the rest of the month, I&#8217;d love to hear about what cool things you guys are doing. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Thanks for stopping by,<\/p>\n<h2 style=\"text-align: left;\"><span style=\"color: #ff6600;\">~Sandra<\/span><\/h2>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hi Everyone, &nbsp; I&#8217;m sure you&#8217;ve noticed that I&#8217;ve been MIA for a while now and boy am I glad to be back. 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